Having gone unnamed... there's a type of intimacy that's unbearable...what the heart meant to say, overcome with saying. In a peopled world of degreed dearness...meaning is many. That look, that gesture, that touch, that word...all full, all empty. The rawness of conditionality scared to death of change, which is death itself. All feeling is painfully aware of the inability to take hold... the outline of the heart is: I can't let go...the heart of the heart: I let go.