Calloused hands, long days work Responsibilities are never shirked Eating keep from what I give What a crazy life to live Wanting, yearning for something more Not quite sure where happy's stored All the while keeping on Listening to mournful songs Hoping that life has something more Searching, striving towards the next door Can't stop now, I've just begun Starting with the rising sun Praying hard it doesn't set Like it did when we first met Trying not to be undone Really thought you'd be the one Sitting here with a smoking gun My life, to me, didn't mean a ton