It's a cold morning after the rain.
I lay on my bed wishing to be next to you.
I know that you are miles away
But just one more time.
How I wish I could lay beside you.

Rain always felt good.
It kept me warm even it was cold.
It called my name when no one did.
It was always there when I needed someone.
It kept me smiling.

Rain came pouring to replace the empty spaces you filled.
I stil felt empty after.
You weren't someone I could replace.
You were someone I had to let go.

I remember the sadness in your eyes.
And my cold stares I would give you.
I remember your rough hands
And how they held me up
So I can see the beauty above the waves.

It's painful to not see you with me.
It's painful to see you with someone else.
I know that I need to let go.
I know I shouldn't feel bad
That I gave you freedom.

But here I am.
Saying sorry to the things I'm not responsible of.
Bumping into problems that I could have faced.

But I didn't.