I blame my fingers More than my heart It speaks silently While fingers Loudly shout On pages and on smartphone screens Typing out What my heart has tried To keep Under secrecy Tearing me apart Ripped sheets As I push upon their mercy No writing No typing No But once it settles Heart at steady Fingers Stab and jab And so They write They question They put into play Heart Attacks Slows Worries Replays And braces itself For the come what mays The consequences Of heart betrayed By finger stains.....