Sky full of clouds
Turning inside out.
A ministry of menace.
Much too loud.
****** clouds.

Dogs are black chasing persecution.
Severest biting.
Frightening.
Scary silence.
Locked away.
I ain't coming out today.

They said the sky hung black once before.
When Jesus Christ hung on that cross.
My cross too much to bear.

Words that echo retribution.
What have you done this time?
What have you done?
What have you done indeed?

The devil bears a trident.
It snares my passion and my love.
Upon which demons feed.
They feast in continuum.
My demons got me.
My demons won.

Broken unholy.
Heavy head.
Mine eyes are dripping scarlet red.
Captain Scarlet is just a fantasy.
The blood from my eyes is flowing free.
Chased by the dog with a lusting for for food.
****** ******* is baying for blood.

If I had a dagger I'd ram it in.
Into his skin.
It has to go.
Dying daily at  his control.
With his paws with sharp claws on he's digging a hole.
To drag me down with him.
All that he's after.
My beautiful brain, he's out for the slaughter.
He's stolen my laughter.
Sentenced here ever after to never love or laugh again.
A lifetime of pain.
It's not fair.
I whinge again and he don't care.
Neither do you.
Laugh out loud,
The world loves you.
Hide from sight.
Never sleep.
Sleep too much.
Mood affected.
Mood defective.

They grin, they smirk,they smile at you pitifully.
Saying pull yourself together now.
Truth is I don't know how.

Everything's eating my brain.
I'm feel nothing.
Uncomfortably numb.
The music's over.....
Goodbye.
(c) Livvi