There is so much more to life than the occurrences of the people around you. Go inside your head. Have a fantasy. Wander somewhere. Move on, or back up. Stop focusing on the dramatic ******* wrecking you inside. Run away from it, or put a stop to it.
I guess my point is Just take a **** walk. None of this matters. None of this is ever going to matter. You are not here to please others. You're a sweet person; be good with that.
Try leaving to nowhere in particular and pray for it to rain.