Provoked to put some sort of thick concrete in my mouth. All my teeth are now stuck together as I tongue around to try and pick the glue off. they teeter and totter on their last gum strings. heavier now due to the concrete. In My dream A girl says: "I know I am a sewing machine." When I wake up, I realize she meant Piano.
I dreamed the man who glued my teeth together looked like Biff from back to the future. and was my brother. and was an *******. When I woke up I had to Google "bully from Back to the future" so i could write it in this poem. because I forgot his name. I'm bad at names.
I dreamt not having the money to go to the dentist. also Not having time to go see the dentist. I didn't have to dream very hard. I'm really broke right now.
My teeth go numb and pop off their strings. my gums are stacked cubes of honey combs They too fall out one by one like single falling Tetris pieces
Girl says: "What would I do If I couldn't sew?" "I'd be nothing!" In the dream, She still hasn't realized she's a piano I think: "What would I do if i couldn't sing? Couldn't Write. Breathe."
One day I knew exactly what it was like not to breathe. a few times, I knew exactly what it was like not to sing too.
This dream felt a lot like that.
I dreamt the life of a liquid diet. Denchers sitting in off-yellow sanitizing containers on a porcelain sink This other older woman, who is clearly supposed to represent my mother. looks at me with "I told you so, Eyes" I think she's here so I can't find any comfort in my dream. She knows this has to be a nightmare. If I see my real mother, I'll get some comfort. so instead I see this slum queen who looks down and says: "go to bed sweetie, we'll call the doctor in the morning." as flies buzz around her filthy Hutt body as I catch my last block of honey comb gum from my mouth. My teeth spill, Tumbling out of my hands.
I woke up in the middle of the night terrified Feeling at my gums. Because Biff snuck concrete into my mouth as I was sleeping. When my eyes opened, I reached for pen and paper. As I wrote down my dream My First thought was: she wouldn't be a sewing machine, she'd be a piano.
Even though I was alone. You were my first Thought. I didn't even notice if I had any teeth.
The doctor Told Her She couldn't play an instrument for awhile. She sent a picture doing it anyway. because it made her happy. see, in the real world, She knew she was a Piano. I wonder if she had nightmares of teeth falling out Of keys falling from a piano one by one Ivory rectangles plunking, Tap against the black and white checkered tile floor of a diner. Where we share The worlds scariest Beautiful nightmare: Life.
We get brunch There are Pancakes scrambled eggs. I told-you-so's Going to the doctor being fairly broke. Waking up terrified but always with each other. whether we're really there or not. Playing a piano that's missing a few teeth. Even though the doctor said not too Even though it doesn't sound so good anymore with the missing notes. Playing because it makes us happy to run our fingers over the old ivory.
this is a world we don't visit. whenever we think about it our teeth fall out. Funny, I started writing about a nightmare How you turned it into a poem.
A documentation of a nightmare I had that I turned into a poem because why not?