I knew she would laugh at my vague sonnet I spoke too often for anyone to respect my intent I had wondered if anyone could live contentedly Knowing the past grants no privilege for our life But she was smart enough to ignore idealism A home cannot be built between water and sand
I wondered what form of pain humanizes us the most The most gifted among us smile often enough to please The space they own between each personal shock is wide The rest of us are consumed with meaning and culture But crowded sidewalks are angered by my indifference While her heart felt the the things that a crowd ignores
She knew everyone is one instant away from loneliness Itβs the realization that all we are is what we have done Who we are is nothing that anyone can speak of We both looked through a lens refracting the noise But I only knew how to bend light to please myself And as she looked away once again I wondered why
By now she found the light of truth killed shadows It was time to decide whether to let it wash over her To face away from the sun was to become a prism She realized each color was every possibility for life Because the light that remains is for those who can dream And a shadow is light that refuses to love someone else