I hate everyone and everything.
which is understandable of course,
because I'm a teenager.
and yeah, I'm bound to be positive
and loving at times, because life
is composed of both ups and downs.
but when I go down,
I hit bottom.
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and at those times in specific I want everything to disappear,
and I want everyone to leave me
alone alone alone.
and sometimes, that includes you.
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but most times,
I just wish you were there
to hold my hand and
bring me back to reality.
because no matter how
hurt and upset I am,
I always love
you you you.