My phone buzzes with a text His eyes dart over, blood shot red. The angers coming out, palms start to sweat. I always begged him not to do ****. "Who the ******* textin! Let me ****** read!" This is how it starts, manipulating my heart, And beating till I bleed. I say "***** you don't even own me. You barely even know me! Your a ****** fiend and a ****** who claims to only smoke ****, but I know youll never get clean. Youre an unemployed mommy's boy at the age of 23. Stop slapping me around and be the **** you claim to be. If your so ******* then why don't you **** me?" Suddenly I've got a rope around my neck being dragged across the floor. His eyes go black as he dishes out more. Now I'm in the middle of the street, how the **** did I get here?Β I never moved my own feet. He tackled me to the pavement and I started to scream. There's a man on the sidewalk ignoring my pleas. The cops showed up but I denied all these things. He's sitting in jail but I'll never press charges. He's got a couple felonies and they found needles in his apartment. I know he's dangerous but deep down he's sweet. He only hit me a little, and never put me towards death. Everyone hates woman that stick up for their beating so I'll lay it to rest. Maybe my minds just distorted from trying to save a monster on ****.