Last night I read about a woman who purged herself to death. We shared the same birthday, the same habits. Sometimes I wake up in disgust with these bones. Other times, in narcissistic bliss with these bones. Then there are those perpetual evenings, when I whisper threats disguised as mantras to these bones I want my obituary to say that I loved this delicate framework of calcium & collagen. When I'm 91 and the only thing I've expulsed myself of is the need to perfect these bones.