she lives a life full of regret
she gets drunk
she only wants to forget
but when she wakes
she remembers all too well
the pain and destruction of the night
each memory comes back
it is painful
the lack of control

'you'll get a reputation'
they all whisper and stare
their eyes bore into her back

she is lost in an endless ocean of regret
she only wanted to forget
but now everything is worse