light up Lay back Shut up Not sad Escaping the pain By poisoning my brain Altering the truth Cause I can't handle what's real Trying to forget you Because it ******* hurts to feel I am high I am up I am here Trying not to give a **** But the bruises on my skin and my soul Are making me feel empty And my being ice cold I've just got to light up another And few after that I will forget my dark lover And never go back