Anxious for the past few days. I am afraid of almost everything and going outside the house is giving me so much nerves like I'll break into panic attacks again. I have stopped feeling dead inside but sometimes I do get that sinkhole of mess. Couldn't write and it's making me more irritable like I'll write a few words then stop because my brain has become too stupid. Maybe I need support group even if I tolerated this better. Sometimes strangers with the same plight could do things quite unexpected.