Do I love my country? Do I love my country? Do I love my country? To the question above, I simply reply ‘Yes’ But the more they ask, the more I question Do I really love my country?
If I do indeed love my country Why thoughts of migrating keep invading my mind? Why do I feel like just running away? Why do I feel as though there’s no hope? Why am I, why am I not doing anything about it?
If I indeed do love my country Why is it That when the national anthem is playing When in the past, I stood still wherever I may be Frozen in my path and in my actions Do not even dare to wipe a sweat But now, but now, It’s so easy to joke and to play To tickle and to sway To laugh with friends When the Negaraku is being played
If my country, I do indeed love Why is it that I look forward to National Day For its holiday And not for the reason of the day
I question myself again Do I love my country?
A poem thought out in conjunction with National Day.