I used to think about us and how I fell deeply for you,
then I figured it all out. I didn't fall in love, I just fell. Because deep down, I knew I wasn't worth it. I wasn't enough. I still don't deserve you and never will.

The thing is that I don't think anyone deserves those two blue oceans you have for eyes. Nobody deserves a soul like yours.

Every part of you needs its protection walls and guards, so no one would ever hurt or damage you. Maybe I'm just a desperate girl who found a fascinating masterpiece when she got lost. But then, she doesn't want anybody to found out what she discovered.

I wish you were not that worth loving, so it wouldn't hurt that much.

Because unfortunately after all this pain, I still do adore you blondie.