Enough, enough and so to sleep Without a dream or answer deep From the Cobbler’s castle keep My longing makes a leap
Awaking with such laudable strains Abounding audible in my brain Meaningful morsels, muck and mane; The not knowing is such pain
Are all these songs that I get in the middle of the night coming from you? Your subtlety sometimes is like a blinding light. What’s a boy to do?
Messages that the songs convey Will sometimes drain my doubt away But then again the very next day “It’s artifice”, I’ll say
When will my longing cease? Have I spent enough time on my knees? Do I have demons to release To hear the holy breeze? ... If feelings weren’t just chemicals Arriving in their ports of call If they were tangible at all I might avoid this fall
-- Reach out and touch the space Right here, behind my face
I’m opening the door But it don’t work no more
I am a mess of nerves… Exposed and weathered at the curves
But the one who’s blessed ...is the one who serves So here…have some hors d’oeurvres
-- I ask that you would calm me down Gently bring me back around To a place I once had found Quiet, holy ground
This rhyme scheme is strained at best And draws attention to my jest So please just hollow out my chest And give me holy rest
Are all these songs that I get in the middle of the night Coming from You? The way you leave it all so hazy just ain’t right …Is that you comin’ through?
----- These are lyrics to one of my songs. You can hear it here:
https://haschmann.bandcamp.com/track/is-that-you
It's a rough recording, done on my iPhone, and I should probably redo it... but you can get the gist of it at least