I hate this feeling that all is ending,
This waking fear that my heart is finally breaking.
A snap and a crack as the work breaks,
A scream and a tear as my ache blazes.
I am moving in shallow phases.
The moon above is casting these mazes.
I reel in fear that your touch is gone,
I vomit these words always laced with love.
A moment of fear before everything changes,
A rend in my soul as my body cries.
A year and fifteen more filled with these lies.
My eyes are blown wide in the light from your skies.
You are far away, so far away,
As my eyes bleed gold I have to play every scale.
I could stay on that field of stars forever with you,
Under the smoke my voice will still shake.
Forever and ever my soul will ache.
I am so afraid that even with this distance my love will not break.