Now I must learn to move on.
I must learn to not let your smile make my heart beat a thousand times faster.
I must learn to not smile against your chest like I do each and every time you hug me.
I must learn to not let your voice give me a sense of security, protection and comfort.
I must learn to not feel so much happiness when I see you happy, because our happiness is not shared anymore.
I must learn that you are not mine. I've lost you.