I don’t feel like a good person anymore
Especially when I hurt you
that was the last of my intentions
when I first kissed your lips

I’m trying
oh ******* god, how I’m trying to please everyone
and pleasing none
barely myself

I am not ready to love you
like your deserve it
I cannot carry your weight
when it must be shared
I don’t want to disappear
but it cannot go on like this

I just broke your heart tonight
It was never my intention
you say ‘they all leave me’
I leave myself
I loose myself again
bye, well done with this one
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