if only everything was that easy,
I would've sat right next to you.
if only everything was not complicated,
I would've been talking to you by now,
asking you how you’re feeling today.

I want to be always by your side,
sharing happy moments with you.
I want to be with you always,
knowing that I can count on you and
trust you with all my heart.
but I can’t.

there’s so much I want to tell you,
so much I want to say,
but I guess I won’t since its still not okay.
but I know this much is true,
I can’t help but to think about you.

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