my thoughts are swirling stardust
by leftcoastlesbian
i know it was for the best
but that doesn't make it hurt any less
i'm a mess
the constant weight of abandonment on my chest
the heavy burden of living out of fear pressing on the back of my neck
i don't sleep anymore
i hardly even eat
i don't want to breathe
my thoughts are stardust swirling violently around the universe of my mind