I always struggle to leave  Muscatine where I am from.
Always felt like I was nothing there was nothing there.
For me but loneliness and broken heart were all that I had there.
For in my mind at the time I felt that it was all that I deserve.
But something Christ show me was that I can find True Joy.
In his Love with a peace that fills me completely everyday.
That Muscatine is beautiful city with so many Godly people.
That it was my own wicked thoughts that made me run.
For it was his desires for me to dwell there with his blessings.
But I kept making bad decisions there out of my marriage was one.
For it open the door to me wanting to find a wife over the internet.
For I felt so unlovable and wanted desperately to be loved.
But what I miss was that I was loved by so many good people.
But after I left there I lost all the blessings from him there.
But new blessings would wait me there if I was to go back.
For the City does have a lot of Awesome Godly people there.
Just like a lot of cities , for Christ has many people in many cities.