there was once a moment that i felt i was glowing walking through the streets of chicago that pouring through me light was showing deep in my heart love was growing and then in the blink of an eye a will of a wisp shattered glass, countless hopes, smothered in bliss a reality check was in store i was not ready for the monster lurking at my door he came barging in told the madness to begin for once was, never is and the beast never quits it digs its teeth deeper it strangles it and all thats left is a hole in my chest and countless memories i'd like to forget