I try to take a look in the future
But I can't see anything
I know it's how I deal with it
But I'm too weak for anything

I try to give my best
But it seems like it's never good enough
I know it's about working hard
But everything I reach are more scars

I try to hold my head up high
But it's so heavy to carry
I know some people say that I might be strong
But this is an illusion