If I ever commit suicide this will only be the note i will leave on my bed or the blood filled bathroom floor:

"If you see me lifeless on the floor covered in blood, do not change my shirt or anything. I want to be buried looking as ****** up as i already am—was. Im taking all the pain and scars with me 6 feet below the ground. Whoever you are, dont cry. There's nothing you couldve done to stop me anyways. Im sorry if i let you down."