Mother I know Your instincts tell you How i hurt inside Though i've never said a word Nor shed a tear infront of you And it hurts to imagine How you find comfort And sleep in my bed Whenever i worry you While i was away I guess i'm on the hardest Of all hard days And the lowest Of the low A heartbreak And uncertainties of what to do Have been running like rats In madhouses Right in my brain I still haven't mustered The courage I never know when And i know if i tell you That would break your heart more I appreciate How you try to cheer me up Despite my cranky face all day How you try to pull me out of my cave And bring me to places Though you know I hate seeing people And how you try to digress my attention From buying alcohol But still buy me anyway And scolding me when You found my pack of cigarettes I wanted to stop mother I'm working on it But not now But this I promise today For you i won't try To touch death Nor even think about it again There will be days When I will lock myself in my room There will be nights When i will choose to be in solitude But i promise mother That i will grow up That i will grow old That I will get through this And one day I'll be stronger Like you