i wish i was on your mind because god knows you're on mine all the time and i hope you don't forget me even though we both know you could forget me right now if you wanted to with one more sip from your bottle and i pray you don't lose yourself in her because i'm still lost in you waiting for you to find me and why did you leave? the wind against my skin doesn't feel the same way you did, nothing does and you held my shaking hands between yours every winter promising me that you'd still be here when the flowers started growing through the cracks in the pavement but we can never seem to make it past fall and why did you leave? we could have spent lazy mornings tearing each other apart and sunday mornings stitching up each other's hearts and endless nights in forgotten places baby we could have had it all but your love for me fell right through the cracks and is just as empty as the abandoned parking lot we shared our first kiss in
this writing is useless like my love for you. this is scattered like my thoughts the night you left me.