it was never supposed to happen this way
my mother always said
to make losing my virginity special
maybe this is good enough
i was trying to make you stay
and  just kept saying it,
kept saying "i love you"
and the silence, the car engine,
and your choice of music
really spoke to me.
(but mostly just the silence)
maybe we just weren't meant to be;
but i'm mad about it so i'll
set fire to myself
and tell you to look at what you've created