Lost
what never was mine

A happy lover once was full of life
full

so fooled my eyes gazed on another
here, too

I thought
was heavenly sent, gifts i deserved

to get,
carressing without a thought softest thighs

my eyes saw near
my pecker was omniscient,

a kid
loose in a candy store grabbing whatever

until
I looked back and saw all my loves

giving me the finger.