she lived the perfectly edited life far removed from winks of fire, or the heartbreaks of ice believed her worst fears when they told her horrible lies eyes never daring to drink in the real blue skies treasured pixels always poke her back but they'll never give her the hug she really needs cue a million pictures neatly ordered and expertly filtered curated and staged perfectly acted never fully present always facing just the right angle bulletproof lips worn as pink armor clinging to a fairytale told by corporations that they may grow their monopolies and shares that she may avoid the awkward moment when she realizes that one day she's truly gonna die no tweaks no edits no retries just this mysterious message in her inbox the one you just read asking two simple questions: are you awake? are you ready to try?