The problem was that I was sick and nobody even noticed I was sticking a tooth brush down my throat to dispose of extra calories then I'd slice my wrist in shame because I had no self control I wore nothing but long sleeves even if it was 70 degrees out I was sick but my grades never slipped I always smiled and I never caused any trouble and when people found out my parents had the audacity to tell me it was " just a phase " even when the night before I almost swollowed two bottles of Advil