I guess, if you would ask me "Do you smoke?" I would probably, jokingly say "Yes, I do" Because, I have this need to have it in my lungs once in a while (the smoke, I mean...) Especially, when my lungs couldn't handle it anymore and the overbearing stress overwhelms me
I have my "cigarettes" with me all the time and when I need to take a break I would usually pull it out and take a puff of the bittersweet air that fills my lungs
There's that satisfaction whenever I'd take a puff It's like my lungs finally breathed in real fresh air
Sometimes, when I need a stronger dose I would resort to a more "mechanical" kind of cigarette Kinda like your bongs and ****
I too make those ephemeral patterns most of the time, from my mechanical cigarette and sometimes, with my mobile one just for fun
People do worry for me as well the "non-smokers" that have that same curiousity of "What does it feel like?" "How often do you take a puff" "I wanna try, but it seems dangerous" And I too feel that annoyance where people tell you to take better care of yourself whenever you'd take a puff
So, I guess.. Yes, I do smoke Just a different kind of smoke You take in your smoke I take in mine The only difference is I'm not killing myself
From the 1990s to 2010s Asthma had a worldwide mortality rate of 250 million people. We are a population of people who fight our number one obstacle DAILY.. sometimes unsure if today would be our last and yet... It saddens me that there are people, blessed with healthy lungs, ruin themselves because "It looks cool" or "Because other people are doing it" or "I'm really stressed out" You have the one thing that I have been jealous about, ever since I was a child, and here you are ruining it and here I am stuck in bed suffering a persistent asthma attack thinking that death would be kinder