As a beginner of life
I took baby steps
I just wanted to comprehend the world and whatever it had to offer
Then as i grew older i wanted to explore
Later i wanted it all--easy money,easy ***,fame,fortune....
And now as i stand on the edge of life
With death staring me in the face
I can't help but think of you
You were full of spirit
Me...i could never be like you
Never had no soul
My heart was nothing but an empty hole
You were the best thing that ever happened to me
And i hurt you and ruined it
The scars of regret have covered my face
I got no defence...no hiding place
Probably faith is my only refuge
I stare outta my window and see the world go by..
...Engaged in its own business
No one gives a F* about me
Not my family
Neither my friends
Not even my enemies
The wheel of my life is in its final motion now
It will stop anytime now
And so as i prepare to bid my final goodbye
I ponder over my life
What are my achievements?
I don't know
What are my credentials?
Don't have a clue
What good have i done?
Not a lot really
What is my perception of life?
It's tough but not heartless
If only i could turn back time and make it all right...
..Trust me..i would...