I wish I had been kinder to him I wish he realizes how devastating I am feeling I wish I was more careful I wish he left me earlier than he should be I wish I can actually stop thinking about him I wish he didn't take me for granted I wish I am worth his fight and effort I wish he would stop treating me like trash I wish I can stop treating myself like trash I wish he respects the love I gave him I wish I can laugh wholeheartedly I wish he can laugh wholeheartedly I wish I can understand what's on his mind I wish he gave me more chances and time I wish I can find a reason to hate him I wish he's in love with me