Sadistic Hierarchy

I change my shape in hope to please
The ****** up mindset of society
Dropped 60 pounds and prayed they see
How much that they mean to me
But still they laugh and mock me
About so many trivial things
And while I see right through their schemes
I continue trying to please
The sadistic hierarchy
In trust that they will finally see
The ****** up person they made me
**** these insecurities…