I'm so tired
Of not knowing
What I do
Or do not want.

I feel as if
I have missed my
Sleep for weeks
And there is
Nothing left of
My lightly blushed
Cheeks..

Wipe out
Lifeless
I lay there praying
To the god
I've never believed in
Hoping and wanting
To find my own way out

But I remain tired
And lifeless.
I feel weak
And I should not be.