Never meant to hurt you.
I'm sorry how I've made you sad.
you've been the first unconditional
love I've ever had.

this has been more than you think.

this hurts me, as it hurts you
permanent ink like a tattoo
you will never regret

never forget
I will never love you the same
not again like you love me
and I hope we can be friends.

you mean so much to me
I yearn to preserve what
we have between one another

I am not what you NEED
and will never be
I hope we can leave each other
so you
and I

can be happy.

I am sorry
so sorry, for hurting
you

please do not accept
this apology.

follow me into an eternity of
friendship that loves
and forget that pastime love
and the once pastime
"me"