the night’s as silent as the still seas but the loudest noise screams inside of me the city sleeps, faded lights and empty sidewalks but i’m alone in my head and i can’t talk
i want to dance, to run wild and free but my demons and monsters won’t let me be and i am lost, but do i want to be found? i think no one is going to come around
and i tell myself, hush hush yet my heart screams in technicolor but all these billboards and meaningless chatter tell me “nobody listens, you don’t really matter"
and i am frozen beneath the surface i am scared and i am nervous but maybe i’ll get used to this, feeling all alone writing letters to nobody with no one to phone