Here I am again Sitting against the door Shaking hands Shaking chin Water splashing on the floor I try so hard to calm back down Make the monsters run away I never invited them over They just barged in and demanded to play I thought I locked them out for good I was happy again Until now Now I hear them calling me out No ignoring them anymore So here is what I have to choose My poison Number one or two? Both will **** you But which kind do you want? Neither? Well that's too bad cause you're picking one up.