It happens ...
     I never wish such pain..
       but it happen…
          again and again...

                    *Is it a failure ..
                       failure of inner strength...
                         failure of self control...
                            or just ignorance..

I never noticed..
       In the beginning ..
         I feel forced to give thought..
                after so many re-occurrences ..

                        Yes thoughts..
                             thoughts of someone..
                                 someone always...
                                    being with me...
Who always..
     remain deep within..
        beneath the huge dump...
             of of reminiscences...
  
                            Always glow...
                               lighting in the darkness ..
                                   a ray of hope ..
                                      in the inner consciousness..
now I realize..
     its being always with me
           making me feel…
               makes me alive..

                       Its like breath..
                            make me revive...
                              its like food..
                                 makes me survive…
I feel joy..
    no pain…
      I wish it to happen…
          again and again.....


                      deovrat 20.06.2015 (c)