You're happy, really happy
It took .5 seconds for that happiness to disappear and here comes the sadness, the fear, the guilt
You were doing things right, not all the way right, but you were getting there
Now the darkness has come
It barried a hole in your chest and never wants to leave
It talks to you, tells you, this is it, this is what you're here for
She's never leaving, never shutting up. Never
A lot can happen with a phone call, but you never expected this
You never expected to fall apart. Again
"it'll get better" they say
It doesn't feel like it will
I'm just sad all the time Noland it won't ******* go away!