Every time I'm on my own I feel lost, does that mean I'm twisted? Even tough I feel lost I don't crave company. Is that twisted? Howcome I feel this empty with no one by my side? Why can't I be on my own without this feeling? I hate this. I hate that I need company to feel alive. I hate that in order to make decisions I need people's opinion. I hate everything about the way I'm living right now. I hate it. But am I being twisted for feeling like this?