At night when everything is dim and quiet an anxiety creeps in my skin I do not know why but I always try to recall her voice when there is silence Maybe she will never leave me alone again yet I still try to remember her We screamed together till my parents bled the words in the color of pure madness They could not hear her so they only had me to blame for the explosions They locked me up at night while she tore me down till the last brick was gone Sleeping does not happen at night when she is muted and I am alone It only happens when I feel protected with the sound of a voice from another