It's silly how I'm missing you like crazy,
When you're not even thinking about me.


It's funny how I would jump off a cliff just to save you,
But you wouldn't even look my way.


It's pathetic how I would be there for you,
Even when you don't know my existence.


It's so absurd that I would even love you,
That I would travel miles just for you,
Give up the things I love for you,
Swim the whole Pacific ocean for you,
But you will never notice me,
You would never call me,
You will never love me back.
And that's how ignorant I am,
How naive, obtuse, vacuous of me,
To have loved you, and still,
Loving you.