I wish to be the girl you hold so tight I wish to be the one you lay with at night I wish I could be able to trust again I wish I could stop writing with this blood pen I wish I was beautiful, thin, and tall I wish I could just sleep and forget it all I wish I could go and live on a star I wish I was strong enough to go that far I wish to be confident, important, and smart I wish my first job will be a good start I wish to stop growing and always stay young I wish I could hide my nicotine stained tongue I wish that I will graduate and live a great life I wish that my husband will think me a good wife I wish to have kids so I can watch them grow I wish I was strong enough to just let go I wish to move on, forget, and forgive I wish to be happy so I can just live I wish that soon you will understand I wish I could replace my thyroid gland I wish that I was a healthy child I wish that I could fly for miles I wish that my family will begin to be kind I wish to rid the suicidal thoughts from my mind I wish to be recognized for my art I wish that the right boy will fix my heart I wish that I will be more optimistic I wish that my wishes were more realistic