Some say you're a ******* that I can't live without while stores are providing good drugs for my health Til' the rest of people shout my insanity for choosing you Shame on me for loving you with the wrong ways I hurt you I hurt you so bad The one I have been admiring for years I wish I could trade my vacancy with the happiness in you after all of the agonies I have caused Now i'm on my knees Asking for your forgiveness I realize I dived my feelings too deep and it blinded me I wasn't able to see the biggest efforts and favors you gave me My existence can only bring a destruction for your sake And I think I love you enough to finally let you go