ashes ashes we all fall down i light the fire i strike the match i laugh out of hysteria i can't even see and i will probably choose to forget this it's raining and it's cold even though it's May but then again i've been freezing ever since you left you offer me a drag and i look at you with glass eyes everything has turned black and white you are the only thing that is white i cannot see anything but you and that's how it usually goes your voice has stopped my internal bleeding and i am so high