hot tears roll down my cheeks as I try to scrub away the cells that have known your toxic touch and the cells that have felt your soft kiss because I can't take it anymore I simply cannot take this feeling I've been touched by too many and I just can't take it anymore. I do not ever want to be touched again, not by him nor her nor anyone else on this godforsaken planet... not even myself.
forgive me father for I have sinned, I have been touched by many and loved by few. Let me say my prayers now upon this pew. I need to reconcile, can you hear my sorrow? Oh god, oh god, I'm not sure I want to live for tomorrow.