I have nothing to say today
I have no thoughts racing in my brain
no ****** expressions revealing how I feel on my face
my eyes don't want to see anything but my eyelids
my heart feels nothing today
my body has no energy to move
my hands can't grasp a pen
my stomach isn't hungry
and my legs don't feel like walking
I don't want to turn on any lights
I want to enjoy the dark
I don't want to hear noise
so all of my electronics are off
I want no visitors so my front door is locked
I have no plans to leave the house
so my jeep is in the garage safely parked
I don't want to be social
so my cellphone is hidden away
I'm not depressed at all
I just have nothing to say today.